For a long time, as I said, I withdrew from public and private spaces to focus on something that deserved priority, but I knew that time would inevitably pass, and I would return to enjoying the pleasures of life and sex to the fullest (but 90 degrees is beautiful!). My husband, on the other hand, who during this time has maintained his pleasurable habits alone, is now a bit stuck in letting me open up... we'll see if he wants to let go.